Trying to share my thoughts with the world. I have so many thoughts floating in my head, so hopefully my blog will catch them as the spill out uncontrollably. I'm trying to figure out how to be happy, and what that actually means. Because I swear no one truly knows until one day they just wake up, and realize, hey I'm kind of happy with my life right now. I have a pretty good life, most would say I guess> And I agree. But I want more then just an "okay" life. I amd striving to live every moment to the fullest. The little things make all the difference. one text. one smile. one laugh filling the room. one ray of sunshine. one song. amazing friends. one moment of peace. one instant of clarity = happiness and thats all a girl could ask for:)
I can’t believe it’s really over.
I’m still in shock I guess. Just 60 seconds and now “just friends”. Because of the distance. I doesn’t feel real. But I know it is. So now what? I’m just supposed to forget everything and the memories and feelings just dissapear. No, never. I won’t ever forget those feelings and moments. I can’t.
