My blissfully chaotic life

Trying to share my thoughts with the world. I have so many thoughts floating in my head, so hopefully my blog will catch them as the spill out uncontrollably. I'm trying to figure out how to be happy, and what that actually means. Because I swear no one truly knows until one day they just wake up, and realize, hey I'm kind of happy with my life right now. I have a pretty good life, most would say I guess> And I agree. But I want more then just an "okay" life. I amd striving to live every moment to the fullest. The little things make all the difference. one text. one smile. one laugh filling the room. one ray of sunshine. one song. amazing friends. one moment of peace. one instant of clarity = happiness and thats all a girl could ask for:)

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3 months ago 12
memory, breakup, relationship, boyfriend, girlfriend, miss, ldr, distance, ex, lover, love, hate, happy, regret, mistake, remember, memories, pictures, texts, messages, voice, beach, song, lyrics, call, reach, afraid, scared, head, brain,

I miss you.

3 months ago 10
call, voicemail, voice, memory, relationship, boyfriend, girlfriend, ex, love, hate, miss, regret, breakup, heartbreak, not over you, move on, i cant, happy, sad, miss, care, girl, boy, true love, hey, hello, breathe, hope, ldr, distance,

4 months ago 12
relationship, breakup, boyfriend, girlfriend, over, its over, move on, love, hate, miss, regret, mistake, ex, lover, soulmate, fuck, shit, damn, memory, memories, pictures, feelings, emotions, cry, endless, care, ldr, distance, i fucking hate it,

4 months ago 13
memory, remember, miss, cuddle, pictures, texts, messaging, kiss, smirk, laugh, giggle, bite, nose, mouth, eyes, lips, kiss, sex, fuck, relationship, boyfriend, girlfriend, breakup, heart, heartbreak, heartache, regret, mistake, cheat, trust,

doesn’t mean it hurts any less.

4 months ago 46
breakup, dating, heartbreak, heartache, relationship, flirt, flirtationship, boyfriend, girlfriend, together, forever, forever alone, distance, ldr, love, hate, miss, memory, imagine, dreams, kiss, fuck, sex, drugs, happy, sad, depressed, its over, we need to talk, ex,

4 months ago 9
sweet thing, keith urban, sneak out, summer, sex, fuck, love, song, country, country music, beach, happy, smile, laugh, relationship, boyfriend, girlfriend, memory, fun, woooohoooo, sketchy, sneaky, praents suck, lyrics,

thetruthbehind.tumblr.com

4 months ago 11
alone, bar, relationship, breakup, heartbreak, heartache, somewhere, somewhere with you, kenny, kenny chesney, memory, miss, fuck, sex, love, hate, regret, mistake, ldr, relationship, boyfriend, girlfriend, wish, distance, get over, move on, ex, bar, club, party,

Happiness is an unexpected hug.

4 months ago
hug, happy, relationship, boyfriend, girlfriend, love, hate, smile, laugh, kiss, jake owen, pretty, cute, hot, sunset, lake, beautiful, heartache, memory, beach, summer, fuck, sex, makeout,

4 months ago 20
lighters, concert, party, love, hate, sex, summer, memory, memories, jake owen, barefoot, bluejean, night, happy, sad, cry, smile, regret, fling, past, first love, kiss, sex, drugs, country, Country Music, realtionship, boyfriend, girlfriend, breakup,

4 months ago
miss, kiss, love, hate, ldr, relationship, heartache, heartbreak, sex, lyric, lady antebellum, dancing away with my heart, happiness, hurt, pain, breakup, mistake, forgive, memory, girl, boyfriend, girlfriend, thinking, missing, unhappy, friend, lost, found, fling, summer love,

Dammit I just need to get happy. Fake smiles only get so far. Seriously, why does everything have to be so damn complicated?

4 months ago 11
guy, girl, date, realtionship, love, hate, ldr, distance, fucked, unhappy, fake, smile, laugh, kiss, hug, memory, miss,

wish i could not cry every time i watch this.

“Well maybe this is who you are now. Love does that Damon, it changes us.”

1 year ago
vampire diaries, love, bathub, losing, your, memory, heartbreak, change, everything, i love her, jealousy, open up, feelings,

Losing Your Memory-Ryan Star

There’s something about this song that captured me the first time i heard it. It so powerful and kinda depressing and I almost cry when I hear it but ah…its sucks me in. I heard it in one of my favorite TV shows and it was a really powerful scene which I’ll probably post but just give it a listen:)

1 year ago
losing, your, memory, ryan star, love, heart, can't be, broken, hard, dreams, always, forever, done, past, where have you gone?,